I actually slept last night, for almost 8 hours. I can't tell you how good that feels. I feel a little calmer, and can finally gather the strength to try to fight this thing properly. I'm still having panic attacks, but they're lasting a few minutes at a time and are generally much less severe than they have been in the past month. I'm actually going for a few hours at a time without thinking I'm going to die. After being house-bound for 3 weeks, I'm going to make the most of this feeling and venture into the real world (with an escort) for a few minutes, maybe an hour. I don't want to push it.
K.
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